environmental systems

23 03 2009

So had coffee with a girlfriend a couple of days ago… somehow we ended up discussing about different educational systems between different countries.  As a teacher trained and taught in Australia, who later went to India to teach… she was struggling.  The educational curriculum, the programs, the emphasis, all different – she said.  And it made me think…

I was brought up in the schools of Singapore.  Great programs & curriculum, no doubt about that…..but the emphasis on results & scores… the pressure to get high grades, otherwise you were deemed by teachers and peers as ‘not good enough’… was intense.  It trained me well to listen, not ask questions, and to regurgitate everything the teacher taught.  That was my schooling environment.  The environment, the culture pushed & pressured… it’s all about the scores, all about the grades.  If you didn’t score well in Secondary School, you couldn’t join the rest of the ’smarter’ students, who would go into the ‘express’ stream – instead you’ll posted to the ‘normal’ stream… the ‘normal’ stream!!! So if you’re not deemed as ’smart’, you’re ‘normal’??!!  Because it was the way the system was, you just accepted things as they were.  I never saw the irony before…. yet now, the more i think about it, the more ironic it is!

And we never had a choice as to what subjects we could study.  You were meant to accept it, just as it is.  Just as it is with everything else in Singapore.  Oh no, I love Singapore, am very proud of my home nation, very proud of the Government that is running the country.  Yet, there is this tension, that exists, where I think as a nation, it must be relevant.  It must allow the People a voice.

As my Aussie-teacher-girlfriend explained, she was trained to assess the entire class, and assess individuals from the time they started to the end of Term, and grade & assess them based on how much they have improved since.  But it’s not like that in India.  It’s all about the grades.  I would think it could be quite similar to Singapore’s system.  While Singapore’s system trained us to be achievers, and top scorers, it didn’t allow for individual success.  If you didn’t make the standard ‘cut-off’ – you’re a failure.  It can be a little harsh for the youth trying to figure out who they are, what their interests are, don’t you think?

As I think about it now…. the education system, that environment trained & shaped the way I think, and process information.  Well, my grades & scores were pretty good… but does that really mean anything?  In the context of the environmental systems that I grew up in, what do these high scores really mean? Does it just mean that I’m smart & I used my brain, or that I’m really only good at memorising & then incredibly good at regurgitating everything during the exams?

She said, the system created very good imitators, but not creators, hardly any innovators.  wow… never thought about it that way before.  So I sit here and think – have I ever used my creative brain- esp during my school days in Singapore?  Maybe I need to re-learn some things.  Undo the set ways… allow myself to be more creative…not accept the status quo… be different, make a difference, lead the change.

The environment I grew up in and its systems, affect me in more ways than I realised.  Time to re-learn, and keep learning.





Shifting Seasons…

19 09 2008

Have you ever watched the Japanese Anime “Rurouni Kenshin” (or sometimes titled as “Samurai X” in some countries)? It’s one of my favourite animes, and this is the 4th time I’m watching the series again.  Totally love the sword fighting scenes and also the portrayal of Kenshin’s strong sense of justice and loyalty in the series.

But this time round, as I was watching it again, I saw something I didn’t see before.  See, “Rurouni Kenshin” is about the story of a peaceful wanderer, Himura Kenshin, during the early Meiji period in Japan.  However, before Kenshin became a peaceful wanderer, he was an assassin (known as Hitokiri Battosai) during the Bakumatsu war, in the final years of the Edo period in Japan.

After the war, Kenshin quits being an assassin and lives as a peaceful wanderer instead.  He reverses his sword into a Sakaba, and uses it now to protect the innocent and those in need. However along his journey, he meets many enemies, both old and new.

In the many fights that follow, it suddenly dawned upon me that many of Kenshin’s old enemies were not only challenging him to settle old scores, but also because they were not willing to give up their old way of life.  They refused to accept the changes that came with the new Meiji government, instead they were desperately trying to hold onto what was familiar and known of the Edo period.

Kenshin on the other hand, embraced the change fully and moved on.  Using his superb sword skills for new purposes.  He saw what the others couldn’t see.  He saw the new possibilities (of a peaceful Japan) and new opportunities. Even though he was a wanderer, Kenshin lived the rest of his life with great purpose.

In those 99 episodes of “Rurouni Kenshin”, I am reminded that the only thing that is consistent in life is change!!!  Time flies!  We can either embrace change or resist it.  Change is never easy.  It often requires steps of FAITH to move into the unknown, into the unfamiliar.  However that choice is ours.  So my question is this: When you look back, what do you see?

Are you one who watches things happen, or like many who wonder what happened, or are you that someone who makes things happen?

Lord, I pray that in the shifting seasons of my life, may I always embrace change and always be learning.  May I live my life according to the purposes You have for me.  Help me to see with Your eyes.  Help me to take those steps of FAITH and to lean on You, trusting in Your Faithfulness and in Your unfailing Love.

I love you Jesus, with everything I am.

“Here I stand my life before You,
Can’t believe the price you paid,
Gave it all just for me.
I lay my life upon the altar.
Take me now, I place my life in Your hands.

King of Heaven, You’re my Saviour,
You left Your place of glory,
Giving Your life just for me.
How could I ever repay You?
You came into my life, Lord,
You set me free.

Chorus
Everything I am I give to You,
For You are holy, holy.
Take my life and everything I do.
For You are holy, holy.” … Planetshakers