environmental systems

23 03 2009

So had coffee with a girlfriend a couple of days ago… somehow we ended up discussing about different educational systems between different countries.  As a teacher trained and taught in Australia, who later went to India to teach… she was struggling.  The educational curriculum, the programs, the emphasis, all different – she said.  And it made me think…

I was brought up in the schools of Singapore.  Great programs & curriculum, no doubt about that…..but the emphasis on results & scores… the pressure to get high grades, otherwise you were deemed by teachers and peers as ‘not good enough’… was intense.  It trained me well to listen, not ask questions, and to regurgitate everything the teacher taught.  That was my schooling environment.  The environment, the culture pushed & pressured… it’s all about the scores, all about the grades.  If you didn’t score well in Secondary School, you couldn’t join the rest of the ’smarter’ students, who would go into the ‘express’ stream – instead you’ll posted to the ‘normal’ stream… the ‘normal’ stream!!! So if you’re not deemed as ’smart’, you’re ‘normal’??!!  Because it was the way the system was, you just accepted things as they were.  I never saw the irony before…. yet now, the more i think about it, the more ironic it is!

And we never had a choice as to what subjects we could study.  You were meant to accept it, just as it is.  Just as it is with everything else in Singapore.  Oh no, I love Singapore, am very proud of my home nation, very proud of the Government that is running the country.  Yet, there is this tension, that exists, where I think as a nation, it must be relevant.  It must allow the People a voice.

As my Aussie-teacher-girlfriend explained, she was trained to assess the entire class, and assess individuals from the time they started to the end of Term, and grade & assess them based on how much they have improved since.  But it’s not like that in India.  It’s all about the grades.  I would think it could be quite similar to Singapore’s system.  While Singapore’s system trained us to be achievers, and top scorers, it didn’t allow for individual success.  If you didn’t make the standard ‘cut-off’ – you’re a failure.  It can be a little harsh for the youth trying to figure out who they are, what their interests are, don’t you think?

As I think about it now…. the education system, that environment trained & shaped the way I think, and process information.  Well, my grades & scores were pretty good… but does that really mean anything?  In the context of the environmental systems that I grew up in, what do these high scores really mean? Does it just mean that I’m smart & I used my brain, or that I’m really only good at memorising & then incredibly good at regurgitating everything during the exams?

She said, the system created very good imitators, but not creators, hardly any innovators.  wow… never thought about it that way before.  So I sit here and think – have I ever used my creative brain- esp during my school days in Singapore?  Maybe I need to re-learn some things.  Undo the set ways… allow myself to be more creative…not accept the status quo… be different, make a difference, lead the change.

The environment I grew up in and its systems, affect me in more ways than I realised.  Time to re-learn, and keep learning.





Keys

9 07 2006

Just returned from Hillsong conference in Sydney!
Words can’t even describe the heart-piercing moments when God’s Truth was spoken,
the thought-stirring lessons learnt, and the life-transforming experiences felt.
It was truly God’s divine plan for putting 6 girls (we couldn’t be more different and unique!) together at 84 Enmore Rd, Newtown, NSW. These friendships will be greatly cherished and I pray that it will grow even stronger in the Lord. The divine pathways that were crossed and felt in the Spirit are also greatly treasured in my heart. Lord may Your will be done in my life.

Keys:
Find success in the heart of Jesus, and every miracle is found in the regeneration of hearts.
Life on earth is preparation for life in eternity.
My life’s purpose is to fulfill the Great Commandment, and the Great Commission.
We have changeless Truth in changing times.
God, here I am, send me!
Success is an opportunity to be influencers for Christ.
See beyond, grab a hold of what really matters to the Lord, see what Jesus sees.
My identity: I am the daughter of the God Most High!
Obtaining and nurturing a relationship with the Holy Spirit is the way from Informational-existence to Transformational-abundance.
Personal evangelism is all about listening to, and cooperating with the voice of the Holy Spirit.
Jesus, U be in the middle of everything!
What can’t I stand???

Faith is grabbing hold unto nothing until it turns into something!
And when U’re down to nothing, God is up to something!
FAITH FRIGHTENS SATAN!!!

I love you Lord with all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my strength.
Anoint my eyes to always and only see what U want me to see.
Anoint my lips to always and only say what U want me to say.
Anoint my hands to always and only do the work that U want me to do.
Anoint my feet to always and only take the paths that U want me to walk in.
Let your will be done on earth in my life as it is in heaven.
I love you Lord with all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my strength.